It has been a bit since my last check in, and while this will feel like this will sound more like a diary entry, but if the cavemen left their hand prints and astronauts lefts foot prints on the moon, then I can send a message in a bottle to future me.
I had always wondered what would be like to finally get the baby I have always prayed for. As of right now I am 28 weeks pregnant, this comes as a culmination to the 6 years of uncertainty, trying and crying. I have experienced two surgeries, one pre planned, one emergency, and countless pregnancy test I am set to be a mother. The biggest thing I could say for this child is that I already love them, they are already perfect and I have worked so hard to put my ego aside and all the drama behind, they they will come into a home that is full of love and care.
I am so excited to get this chance, I am so excited the journey has been fruitful and exciting and all the things that are positive and light. I am reading many baby books and trying to make the space they will sleep in as cozy as possible. The question now is how much is too much and how little is too little, sometimes I wish there was a list of items that you absolutely need that doesn’t sound like ads for every baby product.
These are all the random thoughts of my pregnant brain and here is hoping that more thoughts that may come I can log and keep track of here. Who knows what the future may bring.
Love,
Me💕
SunKissedInColorado 